I can't believe it is already December 4, 2011. Only 27 days left in 2011. It sure has flown. You know. One of the things that has really bugged me the last 44 1/2 years of my life is my negativity and procrastination. I have been so down lately because I constantly am finding the negative in a situation. Then I get so angry with myself!!!!! Right now I am fighting loneliness and frustration with stupid things to continue to talk to myself negatively. Once again my silly brain is telling me I am not worth losing weight. That I am not worth it. See, THAT MAKES ME SO MAD!!!
I just started getting back into working out and I feel at work 3 weeks ago and I am still hurting. Everytime I start to do something with my legs my right leg hurts horribly. How am I supposed to work out with the pain?
Well, you know what, I start by changing my eating habits and then once I have some weight off I start slowly strengthing the right leg.
Oh well, not sure what the goal of this post is about but just pray. Please. Pray that I am so angry at myself right now that I do something positive with this anger. That I realize that if I don't like where my life is right now then I need to do something about it!!!!
Thanks,
God Bless.
