One of the things I am working on is my core beliefs. The main one right now is that I am a failure. I struggle with finding the things I do well. I am supposed to write down even the little successes. Today was not one of the success days.
There are times at work that I am struggling to find things to do and then all of the sudden I have too much that has to be done in the same amount of time. Well, last night and this morning were the days when there is too much that has to be done. I had to get multiple quotes to Honda before lunch time. Well, I sent them to the Honda contact and then remembered that I didn't remove an internal sheet before I hit send. Tony was very upset. Then, later in the day he asked me for something and we just don't communicate well. I was so frustrated and he was frustrated. I just don't know how to change it. I truly don't want to be doing this job and haven't wanted to for awhile but I want to fulfill my commitment and I am thankful for a job. I am just so afraid that doing anything wrong will cause me to lose my job again before I have something else lined up.
Then, I went to the Grove City band concert tonight and couldn't fit in the seats. It was so embarrassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, there you go, the failure thoughts are far out weighing the successful thoughts today. Tomorrow is another day.
Thanks for any prayers.
Karen
Thursday, February 13, 2014
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Pennys for Penny
On this day, 4 years ago, Penny went to her eternal home. I still miss her so much. There are still days that I feel like I can just give her a call.
One of the things that I wanted to do 4 years ago was raise money for Cancer research through Relay for Life. I started something but Dustin really had a fit and didn't want me to do something without his okay. I have always wanted to do something each year since but was afraid of what his and others reactions would be. Well, today, I signed up a team for Relay for Life Grove City. The event is June 28th. 138 days from now. I really hope that people will get on board but if not, I am still going to do it.
I start tonight by walking in my apartment for 5-10 minutes. I will try to do more and more each day. I will also see if people who want to walk with me on Sunday's before Bible Study will meet at Polly's and start walking. I plan to be able to walk around the track 6-8 times that day.
If you are reading this I have 3 favors:
1. PLEASE PRAY - the most important request.
2. If you are interested in walking on the team just let me know and we can create a training schedule
3. If you can't be on the team but want to donate I will share the link and you can donate there.
Thank you and God Bless!
Karen
One of the things that I wanted to do 4 years ago was raise money for Cancer research through Relay for Life. I started something but Dustin really had a fit and didn't want me to do something without his okay. I have always wanted to do something each year since but was afraid of what his and others reactions would be. Well, today, I signed up a team for Relay for Life Grove City. The event is June 28th. 138 days from now. I really hope that people will get on board but if not, I am still going to do it.
I start tonight by walking in my apartment for 5-10 minutes. I will try to do more and more each day. I will also see if people who want to walk with me on Sunday's before Bible Study will meet at Polly's and start walking. I plan to be able to walk around the track 6-8 times that day.
If you are reading this I have 3 favors:
1. PLEASE PRAY - the most important request.
2. If you are interested in walking on the team just let me know and we can create a training schedule
3. If you can't be on the team but want to donate I will share the link and you can donate there.
Thank you and God Bless!
Karen
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