About 15 years ago I had started losing weight and had almost reached the 300 pound mark. I was a few pounds away. Then I gained it all back and an additional 50 pounds to reach my starting weight of this current journey.
Well, I am struggling again. I am almost at the 300 pound mark and today I told someone that mentally I just want to quit. I don't think I will but just having that feeling is really messing with my mind. I didn't do great again this weekend and have actually put on about 5 pounds. Instead of losing weight I am going backwards and it doesn't really take much for me to gain that weight.
One of the things I need to do is stay away from the scale. If I can do that until my birthday then maybe I will surprise myself.
Even trying on my "before" jeans and being able to take them off without unbuttoning them didn't excite me that much. Boy am I in a HUGE RUT.
Well, that's all since I don't want to cry at work and my eyes are tearing up from frustration.
God bless,
Karen
2 comments:
DOn't be defeated--God is accomplishing so much in you and through you...hugs from MN!!!!!
Thank you very much Gretchen. I am doing better today. I think a lot of people must have been praying.
I may be a little scared too since I have had a few people tell me I am their inspiration and that scares me.
I will take all the hugs you want to give too!!!
God Bless,
Karen
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